So About Me

I decided maybe a month or two ago to start this blog. As with most things, I got distracted or I procrastinated. I decided about the same time that I downloaded the grindr app on my phone. I knew then that I had shifted gears, that it was actually going to lead to something more than fantasy, and I wanted to document it.

I imagined what my first post would say, how I would write about who I am and what I am all about. I imagined writing about the guys I was chattin' with, and about whether or not I should hook up with any of them. I thought the struggle would go on for a long time as I wrestled with the fear of meeting a random stranger, the shame of a one night stand, the guilt of cheating. I thought I would have endless conversations with my readers, if I got any, about what type of guy I wanted and tips on what I should and should not do.

But, as I've said, I procrastinated. So, instead, my first post was me venting my frustrations over not being able to hookup that night. I really have shifted gears! I fooled around with the idea of fooling around with a guy for years. But I never seriously thought that I would do anything. Yeah, I know, I still haven't.

I have read other's blogs for years. Scott, The King, BLM are just a couple of my favorites out of many. I identify with these guys, I think we have some similarities. They given me a sense of community.

So here I am, baring a small part of my soul for the whole anonymous world to see. I finally got this blog going, and I actually have readers and a follower! Thanks to the infamous rugbysex, Celt, and anonymous for your support. I am truly honored.