No, really, I didn't.
The guy was partnered, and offered a 3some. I think that was part of the reason why I decided to go for it. The idea of my first time being with two guys was just too much to pass up. I mean, damn, what a story to tell, right? But the real reason, I think, was that I felt a little more comfortable knowing that all attention didn't necessarily have to be on me. All the pressure to get things started didn't have to be on me. Hell, I probably could have just sat back and watched until the excitement took over. But it didn't happen, so it's not worth any further discussion.
You're probably wondering why I even brought it up. Well, the guy broke up with his boyfriend shortly after that missed opportunity. Apparently there was a lot of drama, and I was thankful for having avoided it. I am not a fan of drama, and I certainly wasn't out looking for any. But the guy and I kept chatting. He was a nice guy, and over the last couple of weeks I came to think of him as a friend. So I kept the conversation going. I even made a point to text him when I was away last week on vacation.
I didn't even think twice when his hand rested on mine. He picked it up, and compared it to his own. My hand was quite a bit larger. Did I mention that I'm tall? While we were talking, his hand moved to my leg. I think I knew where this was going at that point, maybe not consciously, but I know I didn't take my eyes off his hand.
I remember thinking to myself that I was just there to meet a friend. That I couldn't do anything more because I only had minutes to spare. I had to get home. I thought all of this as his hand rubbed my thigh. He asked if I minded him touching me, and I said "no". He asked if I was sure, as he moved his hand to my crotch. And it all changed from there.
I didn't intend on leaving this on a cliff hanger. But I really can't finish this post right now, and I really want to post what I've written already. I will tell you more, and leave you by saying that what happened next was a mind blowing blow job. I wouldn't be surprised if it was the best I will ever get!