My wife knows that I have an attraction to men. It's definitely more than just a curiosity, which is how I've described it in the past. She's okay with it. We joke around. She'll point out hot guys on the street. We have a lot of the same tastes. We've watched gay porn together, and taken a small step in fantasy play that included dildos.
She's okay with it, but not completely secure with it. I think she tries to provide the experiences that I am missing out on. But it just doesn't work. She's my woman, and I love sex with her, making love with her, fucking her.. But she's not a man, she doesn't have a dick, or ripped abs, or thick arms. And a piece of plastic that's shaped like a cock just doesn't satisfy that craving.
We've talked about having a threesome. Usually comes up in the middle of sex. She likes to talk dirty, and she'll start talking about having another guy take her from behind while she's riding me. There's not much that's hotter than that, that get's me harder. I don't tell her, because I don't have the balls, that if another guy were in bed with us, he would not be taking her. lol
I want it badly, I need it. But I don't know if I want my wife there. I must be stupid. Because that would be the best of both worlds. I'd get man on man sex, and wouldn't have to cheat on my wife to do it. So why would I rather get something on the side? On the DL?