Friday, February 21, 2014

Porn Rot

I am beginning to think that it is highly likely that porn has rotted my brain.

Since the invention of the world wide web, I have been somewhat addicted to downloading pictures of naked men off the internet. Since I began my blog, I've stepped up my collection process.  I've subscribed to more blogs and tumblrs than I can count.  I browse through them on a daily, sometimes hourly, basis, saving anything that peaks my interest to my google photos account.  The idea is that later, as I am writing posts, I will have a huge selection of photos to choose from. This began a couple of years ago.  Today I have tens of thousand of photos saved.  A few duplicates, yes, but more than I could possible use in a lifetime.  And it's not just naked men, it's groups of naked men.  And they're not just posing for the photo, they are sucking, rimming, 69'ing, fucking, you name it.  Men of all ages, body types, ethnic backgrounds, cultures.  I have entire libraries devoted to jocks, cowboys, bears, muscle-bears, and twinks.  Solos, duos, groups, men blowing, men kissing, men fucking.  And that doesn't even count those that include or are exclusively women. Lately, animated GIFs have completely taken over, so I don't even need to imagine what the scene is the photo is depicting.

So, why do I think porn has rotted my brain?

It used to be that I could enjoy some private time to myself, in bed, with nothing but some lube, something to

I've found that my imagination alone is no longer enough.  I can't hold a fantasy as well as before.  My mind wonders, and it doesn't get me as "hot and bothered".  I've found that I need the photos, or the videos, to really get me going.  I can't even "relive" any of my recent experiences, because they are not vivid enough. My time with slut phase victim #1 or #2 were so hot, I just be walking around with a perpetual boner.
clean up with, and my imagination. I would play out elaborate fantasies in my mind that could get me cumming in as little as a few minutes, or I could stretch them out to last over an hour.  I think my record is just under two hours. You'd think with my recent experiences and my slut phase, I'd have more spank-bank material than ever.

This could be due to my extremely advanced age of 38, I don't know.  I've certainly read in other places the affects of porn on people, but I never gave it much thought before.  Maybe I need to take a break from my constant photo collecting?  Or is this just what it's come to?  Thoughts?

7 comments:

  1. Heh I've often thought the same thing; I have had the same experience with porn. And I think now I have so much sex that it also somewhat affects my excitability. The guys I get with will be hard just because they walked through my door; I need the right kind of head or to eat their ass out some in order to get hard most of the time, even if I am very into the guy. I'm also getting older and that might be part of it, but I remember when I was a teenager, and found a Playgirl magazine in a mall newsstand conveniently placed right near a pole that obstructed everyone's view of me but not mine of them; and I picked the magazine up brazenly and looked through it and found a naked hairy tennis player with a dong like a sausage and my body was shaking so hard, and my dick was so erect and throbbing in my pants, that I thought I would pass out. And now even the hottest dude naked right in front of me won't necessarily get me going if other things are not working out right (like, if he can't kiss; that's always a boner-killer). Scarcity and frustration definitely make for more tingly boners.

    I was collecting a huge porn collection as well, but somehow I quit that cold turkey and never look at the collection (which is awesome and huge). I still view a bunch of sites most days, but it was feeling a little compulsive and started turning me off. But at the same time it was an interesting sensation, just being totally washed over by this gigantic wave of images of beautiful men having sex or showing off their bodies. Just being completely overwhelmed by beauty. But it does also desensitize, I think. I will say by the pictures you post, you have great taste! But if you feel compulsive try to let it go and master it a bit.

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    1. Exactly. I remember walking around for days with a constant boner. I would have to keep adjusting myself to keep it from showing. But lately, I'm soft during hookups unless there is some direct contact between my dick and another's mouth or hands.

      I wrote this post a couple of days ago, and since I haven't looked at my porn collection. Nor have I tried to add to it. The cool thing is that now I've had time to actually "read" the blogs I like, rather than just browse through hundreds of photos at lightning speed. It's been great to reconnect, in that respect, to the rest of the blogging community.

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  2. I think the same thing. I have written about porn being my addiction. Except I just watch video. Pictures are not enough for me anymore. I can only think of one or two times in the last year that I have JOed with out porn.

    HELP!!!!!

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  3. I thought it was just me. But, I too, have gotten to the point where I need more and more to get me off. I kept thinking maybe because I'm in my 40's that I was becoming a candidate for Mr. Viagra.
    BlkJack

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  5. I stumbled into your blog a few hours ago and I must say, I am hooked already. I love a good read since I'm not very good in writing. Anyhow, I thought it was only me. I usually have a lot of time in my hands during my days off and I could spend hours and hours looking at porn sites (pics and videos) and would find pleasuring myself watching those hot videos. Tons of them are free and I don't even have to subscribe anymore (I used to). I would take screenshots of naked men on my iphone and would transfer them to my laptop and into a separate external drive dedicated only to my porn collection. Funny thing is I don't even get to revisit them and they are piling up to a point that I need another terabyte.

    I tell myself that as long as my porn addiction does not in any way interfere with my work, I'll be okay. I'm a nurse so I am exposed to the nakedness of the human body everyday and I do not mix them at all except for one incident. LOL! I did not violate anybody's rights thought but it sure sent this electricity to my body. I might have to blog about it. LOL!

    Thank you for having such a wonderful blog. Now, I don't feel alone.

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    1. I wanted to reply to your comment when you left it. I'm not sure where the time has gone. Yes, I'm the same way, I collect massive amounts of photos from the blogs that I read, and from tumblr. The only time I ever look at them these days is to pick out a few for my blog. Otherwise, they just sit there. Anyways, filchiam, welcome to my blog, Glad to have you.

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